Man today has been a day for emotions.
I read a post on a friend’s timeline on Facebook say it was sister and he passed away from an accident on Sunday and I was upset. I was hoping it was fake yet at the same time didn’t think this was a person who would fake something like this. I wrote a tribute on my Facebook and tried to process what I thought was his death. That is until today when I saw him post again.
I saw a post from him how that last post was to show us how we should appreciate those we care about while they are still here and how he didn’t care if it upset us…….and so on. I was so upset. That “death” post made me relive that post I had for a friend who really did die about 6 years ago. She was missing for a month and her body was finally found in the apartment she lived in and it took that long because she was moving the day she disappeared. I was so upset and mad about this fake death post and more so because he was so defensive about how people were taking the post. I mean what else did he expect? My anxiety is so up now and I just don’t want to do anything but cry for being emotionally manipulated and for my friend who I was really hoping wasn’t really dead when I read that post years ago. *sigh*