I am not having a good time right now. My anxiety is so wanting to get out of control. I was so sick this past week and then I had my final to take for my class due by tonight. I managed to get it all done but man the toll it took on me. I am close to tears here and there, my anxiety threatens to become an attack at any moment. The worst part is I don’t really have anyone to talk with right now. I asked the father of my two younger kids if he could watch them if even for a few hours but all I got was a read text and not even a response saying no. I am so upset and overwhelmed right now. More so than I have been in a while. I know it will pass, and this is likely due to my hormones being put out of whack again, but right now this just sucks so much.
I can’t stand being alone, I really don’t like it.