So I have been having issues with my anxiety and I am not happy. I keep having challenges in writing because my anxiety convinces me that I will never make it in writing so why bother trying at all. I am not liking having this feeling. I mean if I don’t try of course I won’t succeed so why is it that I am letting my anxiety help make what I fear a reality. I have to write to practice and I worry that my one passion in life with be a failure. So What do I do? Don’t try and you won’t fail because you won’t even start. I have realized these last few weeks that I still have a lot to work on and process in dealing with failure. Failure is inevitable, it is needed, and no one is immune in failing at something at some point at my life. Why am I so worried about failing? Because when I fail it makes every negative thing I was ever told true. That those who said I wouldn’t amount to anything be right, and that I can’t ever accomplish my goals. *sigh* Anxiety and depression sometimes feel like those friends who always complains and finds problems with everything. Do you ever feel like that? I really need to work against it so I can see what I really will have happen with my writing, and prove my anxiety wrong.