Onward with the Grind!

So I am looking for a job now. I haven't been working on my writing lately, and I am so worried about finances that I barely focus on anything right now. I feel like a failure with not keeping up with my blog like I was intending earlier this year. I have projects that I never sit down to write out. Bleh my depression has gotten so bad lately. I am not in full out crisis which is a blessing. Yet...